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Plasmatio Mods ([personal profile] divus) wrote2019-02-16 09:48 pm
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menially: (but I'm talking to myself ★)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh hey, it's... suddenly a party in here.]

I did. You're both smart enough to know why, right?
menially: (but fears the solitude☽)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head.] No. This works out well enough.

I wanted to apologize to the both of you.
menially: (with words that I should have said ★)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Don't.

You offered. I said yes, and I followed through. You presented an idea. That's not a crime.

If it bothers you that much, find a way to make it right. Help your followers, or the players you think will make the difference you actually want.

Apologizing's important, you know? But the greater the loss, the more people need someone to hate for it. I'd rather they let their hate stay on the one who actually drew blood than the one who was trying to save someone's life.
Edited 2019-03-25 03:17 (UTC)
menially: (i want to hide the truth♮)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Here's hoping they stay focused on that. [Anyway.]

One death meant keeping Ambition's followers from using Advancement Opportunity on Piety's followers. The other extended your boon to become a mandatory performance by one of her followers in my stead, under the same guidelines, should I ever be removed from the competition.

[...]

In other words, I did it to extend the reaches of my wish past what I can do on my own. That's why I went through with it.
menially: (better than me ϟ)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[His voice softens, at least.]

I wouldn't have agreed if I thought your intentions were wrong.
Edited (TRIPLE NEGATIVE LET'S AVOID THAT) 2019-03-25 04:52 (UTC)
menially: (cause it's late and i don't know)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[His expression twists, but the sudden emotion should be notable by the two of them now, given that Cunning just mentioned Zoe. WHEN WILL MONDAY BE HERE SO HE CAN JUST STOP THIS WITH THE SWEET STROKE OF DEATH]

...I can't exactly take it back now. She did what she had to, to try and survive. As much as I could have planned for that... maybe it would have been better for her had she worded things differently. [He flinches, shaking his head. NO NO THAT WORDING IS STUPID. But try as he might, he can't force out what he'd rather say. Urgh. WHATEVER MOVING ON.]

Still. If this hadn't happened... I don't think Luke would have learned as much as he did. I only spilled because he caught me right after the vision... [He squirms visibly, hands fidgeting wildly the same way they had in trial.] ...It was all I could do not to immediately try to go to the courtyard. He stopped me. We fought. And the way he worded things just... [A laugh, tired and empty.] I couldn't stop talking once I started. I needed someone to know. I needed to do something or I wasn't helping her enough.

[And he's SO MAD...........]

...The end of the trial could have gone a little better, as well, but... even with things the way they were, I... I think if Luke hadn't spoken up, I might have been fine.

But I don't know how the votes aligned. They whittled it down a lot. So I could be wrong.
menially: (and myself a little bit too ☼)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[A sigh....]

I don't know.

We've been separated since then. I don't know anything beyond what's been going on in this room.

Sorry.
menially: (He wants to be alone☽)

[personal profile] menially 2019-03-25 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
Not sure how much planning I can do at this point. My options are very, very limited. Beauty's only got one follower left who isn't at all guaranteed to use a power on me, and the chance I'll get someone to advocate for me... [He trails off. Is it Hopelessly Devoted's fault for staying his tongue this time? Maybe not.]

...Anyway.

As far as Luke goes... it's up to you. I won't ask either of you to do anything more than what you've been doing. I can't exactly offer a favor in return for the sake of the rules, anyway.

So I'll leave it to your discretion. [Even though he's literally gonna come talk to Guy the next morning but SHRUGS.]