[Ambition pays very close attention to Zoe's fingernails as she speaks.]
"Maybe Ambition took a hit out on Shiki and had someone else's follower kill her". Um, hello? How stupid would I have to be to want to off one of my own followers? I was watching the trial, and a lot of the people talking about what I would or wouldn't do have never even spoken to me.
She was only going to be your follower for a few more days. I think that the idea was... Some people thought you might not another god's numbers to get higher.
Oh, please. She'd only spoken to me once. [She finishes with Zoe's hand, then gestures for her to give her the other one.] Everyone loves me once they actually get to know me. I could have convinced her to stay.
[She puts her other hand out where Ambition can reach it.]
It's not just about liking you, though, is it? It's about liking what you stand for. Maybe she just didn't think of herself as a really ambitious person.
[Zoe is luck that manicures are Serious Business. Enough of Ambition's attention is on getting her nails done just right that she can't muster up the energy to get mad.]
That's stupid, though. How is ambition a bad thing?
[Ambition sounds appeased by that... but after a moment she sighs, sounding aggravated.]
No, it was... my fault. [She does not sound like she likes admitting that.] I'm not very good at first impressions. One of my followers promised to help me with that, but...
I just don't see the point in acting like someone I'm not.
[She shrugs, bringing up a hand as if to toss her hair over her shoulder before remembering that her hair is all under her hood so she can't.]
I have every reason to be confident in myself, and I'm not going to act all humble just because people think humble people are nicer. But I guess that rubs some people the wrong way.
no subject
[She tilts her head, even while she's careful not to move her hand too much.]
no subject
"Maybe Ambition took a hit out on Shiki and had someone else's follower kill her". Um, hello? How stupid would I have to be to want to off one of my own followers? I was watching the trial, and a lot of the people talking about what I would or wouldn't do have never even spoken to me.
no subject
[She sighs, though, frowning.]
But I thought it was pretty stupid, too.
no subject
no subject
[She puts her other hand out where Ambition can reach it.]
It's not just about liking you, though, is it? It's about liking what you stand for. Maybe she just didn't think of herself as a really ambitious person.
no subject
(Masks make it hard to tell what she looks like.)]
She was feeling ambitious enough to pick me in the first place.
no subject
[A beat, and then:]
Sorry. That might've sounded rude.
no subject
[Zoe is luck that manicures are Serious Business. Enough of Ambition's attention is on getting her nails done just right that she can't muster up the energy to get mad.]
That's stupid, though. How is ambition a bad thing?
no subject
no subject
[Ambition mutters under her breath, but then a moment later, she finishes with the nails.]
There! That looks great on you, don't you think?
no subject
[She nods appreciatively, looking down at her hands.]
I didn't mean to upset you, though. Maybe we could talk about something better?
no subject
[Ambition sounds appeased by that... but after a moment she sighs, sounding aggravated.]
No, it was... my fault. [She does not sound like she likes admitting that.] I'm not very good at first impressions. One of my followers promised to help me with that, but...
no subject
Do you not have a lot of experience with people...?
no subject
[She shrugs, bringing up a hand as if to toss her hair over her shoulder before remembering that her hair is all under her hood so she can't.]
I have every reason to be confident in myself, and I'm not going to act all humble just because people think humble people are nicer. But I guess that rubs some people the wrong way.
no subject
If I say something kind of blunt, are you going to curse me?
no subject
ON THE OTHER... since Zoe warned her first, she can do something about it.]
I promise I won't, even if I want to.
[and divine oaths are binding. there, you're safe to talk, zoe.]
no subject
no subject
[Ambition waves a hand.]
Have you seen how insecure some boys get if a girl doesn't back down from something? It's like, think about why a girl being confident bothers you.
no subject
[wow]
I'm just saying, you can be confident and friendly at the same time. I think your problem might be that you could use a hand on the second one...?
no subject
I've heard that before. From some of you.
no subject
no subject
It's just - easier said than done. With everything else going on here.
no subject
Yeah. I bet it's even pretty overwhelming for all of you.
no subject
[i mean, everyone will be, because when it's over people won't be dying anymore]
no subject
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)